One month of blogging. I've determined that this is my new hobby. I can't actually say I have any hobbies, all I do is work. And look for work. Every time someone mentioned something about a hobby, I was reminded that I didn't really have one. It's weird though since I've been known to be a very private person and for 30 days I've been sharing intimate details of my life with perfect strangers. Anyone could be reading this blog and believe me, when people start coming up to me and feeling like they know me or quoting things that I've said, I will probably cop an attitude. So be prepared or shut up! There. Don't say I didn't warn you.
I want to talk about food some more. The same way I'm obsessing about it in my blogs, is the same way I obsess over it in my daily life. It could be that I just don't have a normal relationship with food. I obsess, I binge, I crave certain types of food all the time, its just out of control. I went to another one of those food meetings today and I know that my answers are there, but now I'm procrastinating. I'm not quite ready to get started. I'm thinking about all the things I want to eat BEFORE I commit to this program. Yikes! Is this crazy or what? And I know it works. I've done it before.
I remember when I was trying to quit smoking, I asked God to remove the obsession to smoke. And He did. There's my answer. See, I'm still trying to go it alone. Like I'm so powerful over this....Not.